In which I remember I actually have this thing.

Whoops.

There's been some fairly huge life changes though. I guess the main one is that I was diagnosed with Rheumatoid Arthritis .

Which is fun! Only not. I've got a mild form, and I will admit that I forgot about this blog WAAAAY before then (because I am lame, as the name suggests) but I will make more of an effort to update this bloody thing.

And I've been wallowing in self pity and generally been less fun to be around. It is no wonder that my friends have all gone "nope, want none of that lazy, sad bitch" and fucked off for a while. <3 ilugais. The ones that matter have stuck around.

BUT. BUT. BUT. I AM. Fuck, I dunno. Tired. Awake, even though I wanna pass out. I dipped my sleeve in my soup earlier today by mistake and that was the most exciting thing to happen to me today. hooray.

Going now. <3